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Ramblings and Thoughts

I am not a perfect person and I never will be.  I can say that I AM REAL, I have empathy for others, and I often hold back my feelings/opinions for the greater good.  WELL NO LONGER.  I am tired of not speaking my mind in an effort to appease others.  Thus, I present my typical tumblr post that entails bitching about certain people/situations, confessions, and a slew of emotional outbursts.  Happy reading!

Disclaimer: Please don’t attempt to “guess” the identity of the people I refer to.  Most of them do not have tumblr.  Of those who do, most of them do not follow me.  If you have any suspicions, please don’t alert that person and cause drama (I’ve been through that and it is not rainbows, cupcakes, or smiles).  For all you know, you could be totally wrong!  This post exists only for my own satisfaction of typing it out and ranting.  I do not intend (like some tumblr users) to hurt people with this post.  I don’t want any of the people in question to read it and feel  horrible.  Let the chaos and pandemonium BEGIN!

1) Please shut up.  Your voice (which I thought cute at first) is ANNOYING AS HELLL!!!!  More annoying than my friend’s “mental patient escape” alarm in the morning.  STOP BITCHING (oh the irony, I’m such a hypocrite) and please look in the mirror!  YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL.  Oh wait, that low self-confidence threw it all to shit.

Disclaimer 2: Damn, I’m mean.

2) I had so much respect for you.  It’s trickling away…  You need to grow a pair and embrace the reality of this world.  Otherwise, you won’t make it and you won’t be happy.  And I would HATE to see that happen to you.

3) I can actually reveal the identity of this person.  Which I will.  At the end of this post.  Commence rage: You are an insult to women everywhere.  You claim that you were disrespected and treated like an object (which you were), but YOU CLEARLY EMBRACED IT AND USED IT TO YOUR OWN ADVANTAGE.  So don’t give me some cock-and-bull story about how you were just SO mistreated and SO used. I mean, how many times do you have to dress like a sexy hoe to get the message across?  Yes, we know you’re sexy.  Yes, we know you’re hot. *yawn* Please have some class!  You left because you thought you had more opportunities out there.  WELL I GOT NEWS FOR YOU:  You don’t.  You’re finished LAWL.  Have fun in poverty in 5 years!

4) You’re cute when you’re shy.  But you’re ridiculous when you’re reclusive and purposefully secretive.  You have all the qualities to be THE Mr. Nice Guy.  Alas, it is not so.

5) Stop being so selfish.  Think of others for a change.  I know it’s hard but you could at least try a little more.

6) You lose friends for a reason.  The blame does not always lie with them.  Open your mind a little.  You can’t live life with just one friend…

7) I have no opinion about you anymore.  As each day goes by, the connection that strung us together initially unravels a bit more.  Now, I feel like there are only a couple strands left.  They’ll break soon, and I’ll lose you.  But maybe I’ve learned to accept that, and I’ll let you go.

8) REFUND ME MY NX YOU BASTARDS!  AND I DESERVE 25K FOR THE ROLLBACK.  I LEVELED TWICE YOU KNOW?!

9) You are a good and real person.  I’m sorry I judged you from the start.  I’m glad to have you in my life :)  Fashion advice plz!

10) You are a critic and often have a set, unbending opinion despite how much you preach about being open-minded and being more empathetic towards others.  You don’t study enough and you don’t fully appreciate all that you have or who you have by your side.  You lose people because you can’t handle things well, and you also lose yourself.  Have some control.  Live a little. 

Well that’s it.  I feel 0.445% better.

#3 refers to Megan Fox. 

#10 refers to me.

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Thoughts on Glee

I read this on a yahoo article today and it perfectly describes why I stopped wasting my time on that show:

“Glee” started off as a humble but awesome concept—just a cute little show about regular kids from all walks of life, joined together by their love of music, their great undiscovered talent, and their shared overall social awkwardness. But by Season 2 it had become a bloated TV behemoth, all about big production numbers that could never realistically take place on a public high school campus, A-list guest stars, increasingly over-the-top theme episodes, preachy messaging, and soap-opera-style love triangles.

Even after its lapse in focus, creativity, intrigue, and LIFE, I stuck around for another (exactly) 8 episodes.  But the “filler” episodes (termed by my friend Sylvanna!), the seemingly random guest stars, plot holes, and shitty storyline was too much for me to handle.  And so… like a quitter, I detached myself from that vortex of meaningless drivel.  Yes, this is harsh.  But perhaps if the show were to improve (and I mean drastically improve) and go back to its untainted roots, I could deem this season the bad, experimental season and start anew with it once more.  That being said, it would take a whole lot of improvement BUT IT IS NOT IMPOSSIBLE.  Twilight, on the other hand, will never redeem itself in my eyes.  But that’s a post for another time :)

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